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Name: Weng Tink
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Bonjour!

It’s been nearly three weeks since I got home, and I’m getting used to the weather and Mommy’s good food. It is so hard to get started on writing about my week in Europe, reason being yours truly suffering an attack from the lazy bug.

The week in Europe was great! It was a lot of fun hanging out with Hannah and having THREE full days with her to just talk, walk around with and talk even more. We never seem to stop talking about everything and anything during those times we would sit at Starbucks on Euclid, and things didn’t seem to have changed when we were in London:


I am only picking some pictures from my album for this post. When I’m back in Cleveland I’ll upload them on Picasa for your further viewing. In the meantime, I can tell you that London was ok, not very exciting, maybe because the sights are a lot like what I see at home. Regardless, I think the Parliament in UK is way more attractive than the Parliament in Malaysia:


Remember “London Bridge is falling down” and the motions we use to play with in Kindergarten and Primary/Elementary school? I stood on the London Bridge that fell down but was rebuilt (according to a story/folklore) with the Tower Bridge in the backdrop. It was a good story that Hannah told me when we were on the bridge. Ask me/her for the story – the bug doesn’t want me to write it.


Of course, THE picture from London would be me sitting in a pub eating Fish ‘n Chips with a beer.


I had a martini and Hannah had something that tasted better than beer (I forgot what it was called).

Next stop was Dublin. Hannah and I were only there for a day. I spent less than a day in the city itself and spent the other half at the airport waiting to catch my flight to Paris at 6am the next day. While we were there, we ate, of course.

I LOVE breakfast food and Irish breakfast is delicious. Then we spent the entire afternoon looking for this famous park our guide book recommended.

We spent about an hour there before eating Malaysian food for dinner and then I caught the bus to the airport.

Paris.

Sigh… But honestly, I did not like it the very first day I was in Paris. I was exhausted and cranky from not sleeping the night before. On top of that my flight did not land at the airport where it was supposed to due to weather conditions so it landed at Lyon airport instead. From that airport, I had to take a shuttle to the city and from there take a train that would take me to Paris in an hour. I was NOT happy for having to spend another 70euros just to get to Paris. Once I got into Paris, I had to figure out how to get to my hostel so that I could drop off my bags and freshen myself – if only I could read French. Trying to buy the tickets to get onto the Metro (their subway system) was very frustrating and challenging. To top it all, it HAD to rain that day and I got lost finding my hostel. That day, I wondered if I really was that smart and if I were really a Case student. Seriously, I told myself over and over again that day Paris was trying its best to make me hate her.

I hated Paris the first day I was there.

But after a hot shower and a long night’s sleep, I headed out the next day to be a full-day tourist and check out Paris. I wasn’t really excited going out but after eating a croissant and getting some caffeine, the veil from my eyes was lifted and for the first time since I arrived in Paris, I really “saw” or “looked” at Paris. Paris was B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L. I LOVED IT! The buildings, the pace, the river, the sky, the streets, everything! The people, at least a certain few, I didn’t like so much, but that’s ok because Paris is great!

I shall let the pictures do the talking:

 
My first stop: Basillique de Sacre Cour. I didn’t realize how close this tourist attraction was to my hostel. It was on a hill and I had to hike up many stairs to get up.

 
Arc de Triumph. I look like I could be in the cast for “Singing in the Rain”.

 

Notre Dame: my first stop on the second day.

 
Then I went to the Lourve. This museum is freaking amazing and gorgeous. I forgot whose palace was this but it was uh-mazing.


I had to take a picture with her. This was THE Mona Lisa that Leonardo painted. I felt like I accomplished my mission at the Lourve after taking the picture.


Eiffel Tower was over-rated, really. The moment I saw this, I thought it was the ‘fake’ one (not that I’ve heard of a fake Eiffel Tower). It was not that impressive.


I didn’t take a picture in front of the tower but this will do.

I went to Musee de Rodin as well. It was Rodin’s house that was turned into a museum of his works. I also took a ferry tour on the Seine of Paris’ famous tourist attractions. If I had more time I would have gone to Musee de Orsay, the museum for Impressionistic art. When  I have the chance to go back to Paris, I would make a stop there.

On Champs de Elysees, the Louis Vuitton display had this…


Haha... Guess which one is my favorite.

Finally, some pictures from home. Some of you doubt if I actually have a family in Malaysia because I don’t have a single picture of them.


My parents at the airport. Clearly, my siblings love sleep more than me. My flight got in at 8 in the morning.


The first boy who stole my heart.

I might as well post these old pictures I found:


I was eight… my baby brother was 7 months old – this is the boy who first stole my heart.


My late grandma on her 61st birthday. I was in my school uniform, my cousin in grandma’s arm and my sister with the most adorable smile.


If you are pleased with me, teach me your ways so I may know you and continue to find favor with you. Remember that this nation is your people."

The LORD replied, "My Presence will go with you, and I will give you rest."

~Exodus 33:13-14~


Saturday, March 15, 2008

My Spring Break

Spring Break has come and will be gone soon. It has been quite a relaxing break. I did some reading but not as much as I have wanted to. I had an intense workout on Tuesday and I felt sore AND good for the next few days. I'm beginning to lose the sore feeling and I can't wait to get back to the fitness center on Monday. When it comes to homework, I didn't get as much done as I should have so the next few days will be pretty similar to my normal school weeks. I guess it's fine, since I had a good break.

Why was it good, you ask? Well, first of all I got to hang out with some friends and their families. I went to Tiffany's home in Strongsville for lunch on Wednesday, hung out with Courtney on Thursday, Joyce P on Friday and then visited Chuck's home in Hudson. I think it's great to be able to hang out with your friends' parents and families. You get to see another side of them that you don't usually see. And, I love to hear their parents talk about their kids (my friends). You see their (healthy) pride and love welling up and so obvious in their tone of voice and words that they choose to talk about them. I think it's great that I can go back to their high school and get a glimpse of how they were before I met them, and finding out the little things that explain their quirks and reminds me why I love them so much

Of course, not forgetting the amount of food moms and dads will feed you when you visit them! Hahaa... that was also a great part of my Spring Break - eating good food

The verse I chose for this week's entry is from a calligraphy work by Chuck's dad. It was displayed in their living room and Chuck's mom asked me if I could read it. My answer: NO. I'm Chinese illiterate.

...with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love, eager to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace.
~Ephesians 4:2-3


Sunday, February 24, 2008

Be mindful of your mind

Talking about the heart being deceitfully wicked, I learned that the mind can be very deceptive. You can feed whatever into your mind and do that long enough, you will believe that they are true and real. I learned that in Developmental Psychology, but I think Paul got it way before there was psychology around:

For such people are not serving our Lord Christ, but their own appetites. By smooth talk and flattery they deceive the minds of naive people. - Romans 16:18
We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ. - 2 Corinthians 10:15

This week, I will let the pictures speak for themselves

My kids at church:



My pastor's wife (in green) and another kids' club teacher:



My little Alice at Feminar:


The lovely hostess, Carrie:


The rest of us at Feminar:


I love taking pictures with Audrey!



This big boy, Yoon...


and this young handsome gentleman, Dave...


Me and the ladies, with the punks behind us...


Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.
~Romans 12:2


Sunday, February 17, 2008

Time

It has been a great weekend and I hate that it's coming to an end very very soon. The weekend has been great because the past week has been long, bad and just plain exhausting - physically, intellectually, emotionally and spiritually.

Talk about time being precious and valuable for a student. Long story short and keeping the details to myself, the LORD has challenged me this past week. Two Fridays ago at LG, our speaker who was a passionate brother who loved praising and worshiping God challenged us (or just me maybe). He asked that if I had nothing left, lost everything and were at my lowest low, would I still lift my voice and praise God that He is STILL good?

The challenge came on Tuesday night. I spent 2.5 hours on a paper and *POOF*, it was completely erased. I don't even know how to describe the emotions that came crashing down on me. I did not have to do that freaking paper, I had tons of other things I could have done that night, but I took out time to carve out a personal statement that someone persuaded me that it was something I should do. I just want to do school, get all the As I want and live my life as it is, but I have to juggle all the other stressors in my life. And that 2.5 hours could have been used to work on a class or hang out with the kids at Christianity 102, or mindless TV watching! I know, I sound very superficial and secular, and it took every ounce of the little energy I have left that night to go before the LORD and tell him that He is good. I have no clue why He took that time away from me, I probably don't want to know. That night before I went to bed (grudgingly ), I thank the LORD that He did not take away my shelter, my comforter and pillows that night, and all the physical blessings that He has blessed me with. Honestly, I was VERY thankful that I was not sleeping on the street that cold and windy night.

He has His ways of testing you and you know it when they come your way

One sister sent an encouraging passage when I asked her about the verse in Jeremiah 17:9 -
The heart is deceitful above all things,
   and desperately sick;
   who can understand it?

Check out what John said:
By this we shall know that we are of the truth and reassure our heart before him; for whenever our heart condemns us, God is greater than our heart, and he knows everything. Beloved, if our heart does not condemn us we have confidence before God; and whatever we ask we receive from him, because we keep his commandments and do what pleases him. And this is his commandment, that we believe in the name of his Son Jesus Christ and love one another just as he has commanded us. Whoever keeps his commandments abides in God, and God in him. And by this we know that he abides in us, by the Spirit whom he has given us.
~1 John3:19-24

God is good, whatever my circumstances or emotions are. There will be times when it's really hard to say so, but God is constant always, the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. I forgot who said this, but it always put things back into the right perspective for me (I'm totally paraphrasing it):

"Remember that God is totally dedicated, devoted and committed to the best for you. When you are in pain, know that He is in more pain to inflict that pain on you and see you in pain. He loves you too much to let you stay the way you are, and He is ever faithful to be with you every step of the way."

I hope that makes as much sense to you as it is to me.

For great is his steadfast love toward us,
   and the faithfulness of the LORD endures forever.
Praise the LORD!
~Psalm 117:2

Oh give thanks to the LORD, for he is good;
   for his steadfast love endures forever!
~Psalm 118:1



Saturday, February 02, 2008

Mind vs. Heart

In my Psychology of Aging class we learned that as a person goes through life-span development, we constantly seek to optimize the things that will lead to the attainment of the goals we selected and compensate in other things when those goals are blocked or lost. I find this concept very interesting, and the paper that I read on this subject are experts on human development so they focused a lot on the optimization and compensation, instead on giving more weight to the selection process. How about spending more time and effort on selecting the goals you want to obtain instead of finding ways to compensate when the goals selected are blocked or lost.

Anyway, I don't feel like going into too much details about that. It's a meta-theory model and on a Saturday evening when I'm supposed to be enjoying my Sabbath, school is the last thing I want to think about. I just want to try keeping up with my commitment of weekly updating. I think I have decided not to do the final paper for my Personality Theory class about monitoring a behavior change. Too much work.

Last weekend, my church had a sleepover for the girls in the children's ministry (pictures to come later). It was much fun. This weekend is Koinonia's retreat. I decided not to go because I really really need this time alone. I stopped by last night as part of my weekly Friday nights with Koinonia. The speaker they invited seemed like a powerful one, I trust that God will work wonders through him in the people who are at the retreat.

Something I've been pondering on: the mind or the heart? Why do people advise that if your mind and heart say different things, you should follow your heart?

Proverbs 28:26 says: He who trusts in his own heart is a fool,
      But whoever walks wisely will be delivered.
     
But, the LORD also says in Psalm 37:4, "Delight yourself also in the LORD,
         And He shall give you the desires of your heart."
        
Blaise Pascal said, "The heart has its reasons, that reason knows not of."

Well, as Solomon said in Proverbs 4:23 - Keep your heart with all diligence,
      For out of it spring the issues of life.
     
I guess, I will guard and listen to my heart.



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